(1) Your gender: female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: hm....sorta not really
(4) Want to be?: no
(5) Your birth day: september 4, 1990
(6) Age you act: sometimes my age and sometimes older
(7) Age you wish you were: 17
(8) Your height: 5'8'' 1/2
(9) The color of your eyes: brown
(10) Happy with it?: yep
(11) The color of your hair: brown
(12) Happy with it?: nope im getting it dyed darker agian
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: ambidextrous
(14) Your living arrangement?: i live with my mummy, daddy, sister, brother, and two dogs
(27) Your family: mummy, daddy, kelly, andy
(29) What's your job: well...pretty much babysitting
(30) Piercings?: ears, cartilige, and bellybutton
(31) Tattoos?: not yet
(32) Obsessions?: uhm...boys duh
(35) Do you speak another language? some spanish
(36) Have a favorite quote?:  live everyday like it's ur last
(37) Do you have a webpage?: livejournal

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: definatly
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: not always
(40) Do you have any secrets?: alot
(41) Do you hate yourself?: sometimes
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: sure why not                                           (43) Do you have any bad habits?: biting my nails and saying certain things too much                                                                                                           (44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: can't think of any    (45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: no idea?   (46) What's your biggest fear?: death, getting kidnapped lol and nails on a chalk board                                                                                                          (47) Can you sing: i like to think i can but i can't
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: probly have   (49) Are you a loner?: once in a while
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yea            (52) Are you a daredevil?: maybe
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: alot
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: i think both
(55) Have you got a ?: a what?
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? no strengths i can think of...weakness hmm...i have alot of them
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: it would be my hips
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love and beauty
(59) How do you vent?: throw a fit
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: no                                         (61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: lotz
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: pretty good
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: live everyday like ur last...
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: nothing                            (65) And least?: feet b/c i just don't like anyones feet
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: sometimes                                           (67) Are you confident?: used to be
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: no idea?
69) Do people know how you feel?: once in a while                                       (70) Are you perceived wrongly?: yes very much


DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: never
(72) Do drugs?: ick no
(73) Read the newspaper?: yea
(74) Pray?: yep                                                                                             (75) Go to church? nope but i should
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: yea
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: yea like 100 of them
(78) Take walks in the rain?: yea... i love the rain
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: haha yea                              (80) Drive?: upnorth but only b/c my grandma is cool! lol                                (81) Like to drive fast?: yeaa

HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: no?                                                                            (83) Hurt yourself?: yea alot of times im very clumsy
(84) Been out of the country?: yeaa
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: yea but i thought it was fine
(86) Burped?: who doesn't burp?
(87) Been unfaithful?: yea
(88) Been in love?: yessssss                                                                            (89) Done drugs?: never
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: yeaaa and it was great!
(92) Had a surgery?: nope
(94) Played strip poker: no
(95) Gotten beaten up?: yea but not really
(97) Been picked on?: yes
(98) Been on stage?: yep love it
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: nooo
(100) Slept outdoors?: yea
(101) Thought about suicide? nah                                                                 (102) Pulled an all-nighter?: yep yep
(103) If yes, what is your record?: uhm........all nite duh
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: yeaaa alot
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yea naps(107) Slept all day?: yea i love doing that
(108) Killed someone?: maybe lol
(109) Made out with a stranger?: hmm. can't remember
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: nooo
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: alot of the time
(112) Kissed the same sex?: ofcourse
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: depends the definition of sexual
(114) Been betrayed?: yea
(115) Had a dream that came true?: no
(116) Broken the law?: yeaaa
(117) Met a famous person?: nope                                                               (118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: an ant
(146) Stolen anything?: a pokemon card from my cousin when i was like 8
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: don't think so
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: yeaaa
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: probly                                                     (150) Considered religious vocation?: what the hell is that?
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: nope
(152) Bungee jumped?: nope
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: alot of them

CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: anything cute
(155) Brand of clothing?: anything
(156) Cologne/perfume?: body by victoria secret
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: jeans, shirt, and hoodie
(159) Wear hats?: well.. i have this really cute one but never wear it except in the car
(161) Wear make-up?: ofcourse                                                                   (162) Favorite place to shop?: wetseal, forever 21, mall basically
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: my black comfy pants with the white stripe on the side
(164) Are you trendy?: sure
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: if it was a hot one

BELIEFS
(167) Miracles?: definatly
(168) Astrology?: yes strongly
(169) Magic?: yes
(170) God?: ofcourse
(171) Satan?: yea                                                                                         (172) Santa?: did but some ppl just cant keep their mouth shut
(173) Ghosts?: yes
(174) Luck?: yep
(175) Love at first sight?: definatly                                                                  (176) Yin and Yang?: maybe if i knew what it was
(177) Witches?: omg yesss!
(178) Easter bunny?: nah
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yea
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: somewhere     (181) Do you wish on stars?: all the time

LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?:no?
(183) Do you remember your first love?: yep
(184) Still love him/her?: nahhh
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: no are you crazy
(186) What do you find romantic?: cute things guys do or when they kiss my neck hehe
(187) Turn-on?: tall, dark, blue or brown eyes, muscles, hot stomach
(188) Turn-off?: cockyness or rude
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: no but it helps                       (200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: i would feel bad
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: know them
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: noooo
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: nope
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: sometimes            (205) What is best about the opposite sex?: uhm.. don't know i just love them(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they're assholes sometimes                                                                                                  (207) What's the last present someone gave you? uhm...well alot it was just xmas
(208) Are you in love?: maybeee
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: well he's not all mine but yes definatly                                                                                                     (210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: stare

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: nobody                                                                (212) You wanted to kill?: my sister
(213) That you laughed at?: my dad
(214) That laughed at you?: daddy
(215) That turned you on?: hmm...no comment
(216) You went shopping with?: mummy
(217) That broke your heart?: no comment                                                     (218) To disappoint you?: alot of people do
(219) To ask you out?: greg maybe?
(220) To make you cry?: no idea
(221) To brighten up your day?: santa                                                                 (222) That you thought about?: russ =)
(223) You saw a movie with?: uhm....stephy i think shark tales
(224) You talked to on the phone?: russ
(225) You talked to through IM?: dont know
(226) You saw?: sister
(227) You lost?: kyle williams
(229) You thought was completely insane?: my mom sometimes
(230) You wanted to be?: adriana lima
(231) You told off?: no one
(232) You trusted?: to many that i shouldn't have
(233) You turned down?: dont' know

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: present time
(235) Laughed?: today
(236) Cried?: other day
(237) Bought something?: not sure
(238) Danced?: danced and jumped on the bed today!
(239) Were sarcastic?: today
(240) hugged someone?: hour ago
(241) Talked to an ex?: yesterday
(242) Watched your fave movie?: probly 3 weeks ago
(243) Had a nightmare?: other nite                                                                  (245) Talked on the phone?: hour ago
(246) Listened to the radio?: hour 1/2 ago
(247) Watched TV?: this morning
(248) Went out?: uhm...no clue                                                                          (249) Helped someone?: helped grandma last nite
(250) Were mean?: my sister a few mins ago
(251) Sang?: doing it now
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: a few weeks ago
(253) Said "I love you"?: hour ago
(254) Missed someone?: currently am
(255) Fought with a family member?: this afternoon
(256) Fought with a friend?: well....probly last week
(257) Had a serious conversation?: don't know                                              (258) Got drunk?: not drunk just buzzed
(259) Had sex?: never have

[	mood	|	silly	]
[	music	|	jingle bells	]

    **~ wellll today was great! no idea why but it was just really awesome. well today was my daddy's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!  so yea got up even though i felt really shitty b/c i didn't get enough sleep. hmmm....wonder why. mayybe because my sister jumped on my bed at 11 and started talking saying she was sleeping in my bed and i was like whatever. so then i was like just go to sleep and she ended up talking for like 2 fricken hours. then finally i was like you know what get in ur own bed so then she hopped back over to her bed and was pissed at me. and i was like good nite and then she was like shut up bitch. sooo yea. but anyway i ate some donuts and then got a shower then russ picked me up =) and we went to schoool. omg i seriously hate mr. burnett! he's such a freak. all he thinks about is sex! he's crazy. so yea me and ben were partners or whatever for this paper thing then we were about to correct it and everyone was talking and no one would shut up and out of no where mr. burnett starts to say ben was talking to much and blah blah blah. and i was like wtf and we were like were not even talking mr. b and he was like uhm...well you don't see urselves i was like w/e so yea he ended up moving my seat to the seat by the window and then i was freezing to death. so yea then  i went to gym to swim!! haha i love swimming! and i love rana!!! so yea then mrs. guzzios class was gay like usual. im seriously going to kill this kid named yusive or however you spell it. he's a dick. i seriously think he's gay. but yea he pisses the fuck out of me and i really hate him. but guessss what!!! i got a 93% on my science benchmark!! whoohooo i seriously thought i failed but yay i didn't. so yea went to bonds class found out he's not going to be there tomorrow yay! read a story about some surgery or something. went to lunch hung out with my kelly!!  awww eliat got his ear pierced and he looks sooooo damn hot i love him lol. then went back to stupid bond and did a R&R then sat there. went to math and seriously that has become my least favorite class ive ever had. it's seriously the worst. but yea then went to spanish and did some worksheet and made up translations on it b/c i didn't really want to try and actually do the english part. then i went home. brandon walked me home and then i called daddy. he was in a goood mood which is sorta surreal lol. but yea then he got home and we talked. he made these really good things for dinner. and i brought in stupid wood for the fire. and then i watched VH1 ALL ACCESS VICTORIA SECRET !!! it was grrrrrrrrreeeaaat! it had adriana!! yea so watched all of that then vacuumed the living room and hall. then stole my computer back from my sister. god she takes the damn thing every time im off it but it's mine!!! she has her own. so yea yelled at her for a while. and now im still talking to ppl and i don't know what were doing for daddy's bday so yea. today was a great day one of the best ive had in a looong time. 12 more days till chirstmas!! aren't you excited?  well.....bye bye kisses xoxo

your irresistable....

     **~well.....this week has been an okay week...i can't really remember alot that happend though. tuesday i went to weights afterschool which was alot of fun. then the boys had a basketball game so i helped toble get ready for that and stuff. then i saw russ and i drove with him to his house so he could get his tie. then we got back to the school and i checked my fone and i missed my mom calling like 2 times so i called her and she yelled about my grades and told me i couldn't stay for the game =( so then she picked me up and yelled at me some more we got home and i ate mcdonalds and went to bed at like 8 b/c i took nyquil and i fell asleep sooo fast....best sleep ever....woke up for school and 3rd hour i took my benchmark for science. holy shit i think i failed. but so does everyone else so. then yesterday i got a progress report from mr. bond to give to my mom b/c i have an E in there so now my mom talks to all my teachers..it's sorta creepy she knows everything now. but yea then i didn't want to give it to my mom b/c i knew she was going to kill me so on the way to my grandmas i just told her i had good news and bad news. i said the bad news was i had a bad grade in english and the good news was i had a A- in math. and suprisingly she didn't yell at me we just talked. then we got to my grandmas to put up her christmas tree and me and my grandma went to get pizza. we talked about going to florida and stuff. then me, mummy, grandma, my brother, aunt and her bf ate and talked then i layed down in the den watched life as we know it and talked on the fone with russ =) then i waited for my mom to be done with the tree and that took like forever but it was okay cuz i love being at grandmas house! so then my grandma was like ur mom said it was okay for you to go to florida with me after xmas and i was like omg yay yay yay yay!!! b/c im dying to go to florida! so yea then we left at like 1030. then we went home talked to my dad then went to bed. this morning i woke up got ready and russ picked me up went to school....watched a scarey about the plague. ick it was so gross. then went to gym....and then science then to bonds class which is soooo gay i really hate that classs and most of the ppl in it. so then i went to lunch with kelly!! =) i love her sooooo much! then went back to gay mr. bonds class and then to math which was okay today even though i had to finish my spanish homework from last nite and this kid keeps asking me when he can "tap that" haha. then  was spanish and we watched a movie on some cortez guy and i dind't really know what they were talking about in the movie but thats okay b/c at least i didn't have to do much. then at the end of the day i saw eliat!!!! =) aww i love him so much. i love everyone right now sorta except for like 4 or 5 people. but yea so then i came home and my mom was like freaking out telling me she had to get my sister and take her back up to banks b/c she lost her ring that me, my mom, and my sister all have so i guess my sister was freaking out too but thank god they found it but i went to sleep at like 330 and woke up at 8.. then i ate dinner. and watched tv. and now im talking to ppl. soo now my mom said that i can't go to florida right after xmas but probly in march so yea im excited!!! hehe. well good week and mostly good day except for like one part but yep.....well bye bye <3

***I have the perfect present for you for christmas, but..... I need to borrow your arms for wrapping paper <3

     ~*~*friday: overall a pretty damn good day. went to school that was gooood... except for me realizing i have a E in english...oops my bad...better get that up before progress reports next week. uhm....came home got in to a fight with my mom b/c she was bringing me into a convo that she was having with my sister and it was pissing me off b/c i hate when she does that. so then i ate and took a nap then my dad came home and my mom and sister left for up north!!!!! haha we were sooo happy you should have seen the look on my dads face when they drove away it was seriously priceless haha. so then i hung out with my most favorite guys in the world my daddy and brother =) my dad got taco bell my favvvvvorite then he wanted me to watch this patriot movie with him and i was like no i don't want to watch a war movie and he was like plllllz and i said no and was leaving then he said ill give you $5 bucks and i was like okay so i watched that for a little bit but then it got too bloody for me and it was sad so i left...i just couldn't watch ppl and they're families being murdered sorry just too emotional. but it looked like a good movie from what i did see.. then i watched tv, talked on the computer, and layed around for a little bit then hung out with my dad a little more. after that he went to bed and so did my brother and i stayed up a little longer then went to bed.....

~*~*today: today i woke up still really sore =( i barely slept last nite because it hurts to move so i had to sleep in like one spot. then i ate some oatmeal and watched tv with andy then i ate some apples and layed around some more. after my dad did the bills we watched tv with my brother for like hours then had lunch and layed around some more...it was a verrry lazy morning. then my old neighbor kris came over to see if i could watch her kids at 4 b/c her and her husband were going to some party and i said sure b/c i needed the money and b/c i really miss those kids. they were my best friends when i was little even though they were 3 and 4 years younger then me. but anyway i got a shower did my hair and makeup then i took a 1 1/2 nap. i was soooooo tired then i got up and my dad told me they were picking me up so i was like okay and then my neighbor jim picked me up. i haven't seen that guy in forever. it's weird you would expect that if you haven't seen someone in over a few years that you would have more to talk about but really we didnt have much to say. then we got pizza and went to their house. those kids have got soooo big! jeez i remember when one was 6 one was 5 and the other one was just a baby. so i watched them, watched alot of tv, and ate alot of snacks. then i put mackenzie and danielle to bed and me and james hung out and talked alot then he went to bed and i watched a movie....and i was so scared because they don't have blinds in their house so i was scared someone was going to be looking threw the window. eeeek! but pretty soon it was 1230 and they came home and they took me home. i made 40$ so now im not poor. but tonite was good and i had alot of fun...well bye bye...

if only <3